Mental health

Day 22 clozapine 13.11.17

My quetiapine is only 100mg a day instead of 1000mg, so I’m trying to get used to that. I’m feeling withdrawals of sweating and high urges to harm.

Only two days left on quetiapine but possible going up to 300mg clozapine.

I’m dribbling a lot, and have twitches.

I’m currently at the local mental health hospital to have my blood test to make sure my white blood cells are okay.

I called my cpn today and told her how suicidal I am, I’m feeling really lost, scared and suicidal. There’s nothing I can do about this other than the obvious solution of not being here.