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Mental health update.

Things have been really tough. The voices are uncontrollable at times. Blood test Monday took two attempts with the needle so that’s better than the usual 6 times.

I don’t really want medication anymore

I don’t trust my care team. So I’m not seeing them.

I received a letter today about a meeting with my psychiatrist and care co-ordinatior.

Too scared to go out and enjoy the weather. I wish I could, xx