I’m struggling, I’m alone, and I’m scared. Things seem different I can’t pin point it, things im hearing are worrying me, I can hear this baby crying im cuddling Joshua, I’m scared I’m doing the wrong thing, I’m not pregnant. I’m upset but greatful. I don’t know what’s going on, I’m giving up. I’m not sure how much I can push forward. No one understands. I’m so alone!