I really needed to speak to my CPN but hopefully I will get to tomorrow. I’ve got blood tests in the morning, and my family are going out, was going to go with them but I’m walking to and from Drs which is going to kill me I get dizzy and heart palpitations just walking up a few stairs. I need a break, from the voices. The less and less I drink the quieter they go. There Loud right now and I’ve got extreme chest pain. But hopefully I can make them happy tomorrow.