I had an insight on a walk through a forest. I have a friend who lives very near me but hardly see her. I guesss I don’t really engage in anything that brings me to reality. I have a reborn called Joshua (doll that looks like real baby) and I love taking him out and cuddling him. I would prefer to do this than engage in a reality situation. I like escaping reality as it’s too much to handle being zoned in all the time, I need that break where I don’t exist.
Now that Ive had this insight I need to figure out what I should do with it?