I feel so scared and watched. I don’t trust my care work or my gp, I’m not going to see them. They can’t force me to. I don’t know what I should do about my medication, I’m meant to collect a week supply tomorrow, but what if it’s all a trap. I know there spy’s really. I know they will never admit it to me, they have to cover there tracks. The voices won’t go away and I’m kind of glad they are here because they are warning me about the spy’s.