I’ve got some really tough and scary things coming up and that have past.
Yesterday going to the dinner dance with no alcohol and being brace for my sister,
I’ve got the scan this week which I’m terrified about,
I’m planning on keeping my appointments with my care worker and cpn this week,
I’m going to try to go to the gym every day for a week,
I’ve got a shop coming tomorrow and I’m going to deal with it myself,
I need to book some special blood tests which I am putting off because of anxiety but I really do need them.
So all of these things have been really hard and scary, but I am trying my best to get well and stay well. We have decided I am allowed to get my self a reward, and this is something I’m hoping will help me to keep blogging and make a fresh start on my autobiography.