I’m struggling so much, I’m not sure what I should do. It should have been me. I can’t cope this much, there’s too much going on. I feel like I’m giving up each minute that goes by. I’m really debating on my next course of action, I know it will be the best thing. I’ve told them how I’m feeling but it’s not going to stop me. I’m scared, anxious and fed up of the voices. I don’t feel safe very often at all, it’s terrifying.