I haven’t felt this way in ages, I can’t remember how it feels to be like this, but I’m really think I’m going to do it. I feel so low, I don’t know what has changed or why I feel like this. I think everything is just getting too much and I’m scared. I’m actually crying, I’m falling apart. I’m terrified. Please I just want this to be over. I’m sorry Ive wasted your time I should have done this along time ago.