The dates are gone but I still feel really effected about them.
i have got plans today, I’m not sure how it is going to go, but I will try my best. I’m unsure of where the limit is.
The voices are changeing. Last night a song was signing over and over I’m my head, when it stopped I woke up, I was scared I wanted it back, then it started again and I could go back to sleep. The voices are screaming at me, they want me to harm, they want me to push a little further. I’m going to folllow them as much as I can. When will this stop.
The bird, the dead bird that’s downstairs out of my door, I need to check it for cameras, and prove to the police there spying on me. It’s the government too. I’m not safe anywhere. I’m not in control. I don’t feel safe, I’m not safe.