I reached out for help, I called my gp and he is too busy talk, and I called my cpn is off. My therapist is off and I’ve just recieved a text from support worker, to meet tomorrow, but I’m hoping I won’t be here tomorrow. I’m making plans to leave. I want to make sure everything is going to go right. I feel really unsafe. There’s too much going on in my head, the voices, thoughts, feelings, I just can’t cope. I’m hoping this will be my last post, but I really need to let my family know, I’m sorry I was such a failure. I’m sorry I always do things wrong. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me.