I’m falling deeper and deeper in to this cycle of things getting so much worse. The voices,the thoughts, the sleep, the fatness… it’s all too much.
So first is first, medication. I’ve been taking a lot of different medications to get through the day. I’ve literally been overdosing every day for the last two weeks. But I don’t feel any physical effects from it. But today, so far I’ve only taken the correct medication. I don’t know if this is the right choice, I’m not sure how I’m going to cope, or what I might feel. I’m really scared
I’m meant to be seeing my support worker soon, and I don’t know if I should tell her what’s been going on, or not, she is the only person available from my whole care team.