We talked about heaven and hell
She hugged me
Gave me a small bible
Gave me the service sheet with a lovely quote on
She said she won’t say I will go to heaven if I commit suicide because she doesn’t want to give me permission to think I can lull myself and go to heaven
She said my life is like a living hell so anything else would be a break and positively better.
We connected. God is telling me right now I’m safe, he will keep me safe.
She asked if I have a suicide plan or if I just go day by day. I said I take things day by day.