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I think I’m falling apart.

Woke up with horrible nightmares,

Found something that I wrote a year ago about something some had said to me. It’s making me remember those times and I’m really upset. 

I don’t know what to do, I think I want to get in my car and drive away. Somewhere no one will find me. 

I’m still angry at my sister for limiting my contact with my niece.

I feel my family aren’t even bothered if I’m alive or dead. They don’t contact me at all so as far as they are aware I could be dead. 

I feel so rubbish and alone. 

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