Woke up with horrible nightmares,
Found something that I wrote a year ago about something some had said to me. It’s making me remember those times and I’m really upset.
I don’t know what to do, I think I want to get in my car and drive away. Somewhere no one will find me.
I’m still angry at my sister for limiting my contact with my niece.
I feel my family aren’t even bothered if I’m alive or dead. They don’t contact me at all so as far as they are aware I could be dead.
I feel so rubbish and alone.