Things are really tough at the moment.
I feel so alone and scared. It’s hurting me. I feel my heart falling apart and my body failing me.
I wish my family wanted me and cared about me.
I’m struggling to keep myself from ending it all. I’m not sure if that’s me being brave, or me being stupid. Would it be better too fly away quickly and painlessly.
I’m sorry for going on and lack of posts but my life is falling apart right in front of me.