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Restarting my liquid diet again.

I lost weight last time and I want to loose a bit more so I’m going on a liquid only diet for a week to see how that workes. I won’t how much I will loose this time.

Im having lots of water and a skim fast shake and soup is my diet for the next week.

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Liquid diet

I haven’t eaten in over 50 hours. After being sick from a bug, it was the perfect solution to wanting to lose weight. I think it was God sign and answer to my prayers.

I did allow myself to a home made smoothie. So I decided I will be on a liquid diet until I’ve reached a good amount of weight loss.

I’m feeling weak so not exercising as much as I should.

I’m drink plenty of fluid.

I’m keeping my medication the same.

Any advice on a liquid diet?

Haven’t really done one before.

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What size am I?

I know I’m fat but what size am I?

I had to try clothes on today And im so embarrass. Luckily no one saw. But the shorts wouldn’t come over my thighs and they were labels a size bigger than I would normally get.

I hate myself.

I want to loose so much weight and I hope this is the motivation I needed.

So I weight too much and I look fat and disgusting.

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I was sick last night.

I was actually physically sick a few times. I feel completely cleared out.

I’m not sure if this is God answering my prays.

He can’t fix everything for me but he can give me the opportunity to do it might self.

Thank you. I think this is the sign I’ve been after.