TRIGGER WARNING…. overdoes, and medication.
Clozapine is being upped to 400mg
400mg which I’m a bit worried about but I think it will be okay. They know what there doing.
My pregabline is being increased next week too.
When will my medication stop being messed around with.
When will I feel better. It’s such a difficult time. I’ve just to try and put trust in to them.
The urge to overdose is really strong.
Some beautiful trees light up on a trail walk.
Nature and man made beauty.
I could put money on it. I truely believe it happened but I could also put money on it that it didn’t happen?
How can you tell if it was real or not?
I phoned the police, I wouldn’t do that if it wasn’t happening. But now I don’t know if my brain has made it up.
They never came back with the warrant, so I’m starting to think my brain made it up.
I hate it that the one thing you could rely on (your brain) is the one thing making it all up too.
I’m seriously going crazy?!?!
I’m very determined to loose some weight, any weight is good enough but I would like to lose a lot.
I can and will do this.
All three sisters and my brother is having one. Including me, I thought it would be nice.
I’m hoping to put my brothers on his grave .